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in a parking lot a body drops

my lungs give out

in the end i guess i cared a lot more about it than you but i could

never show it because to hide it is to own it

i wanna get fucked up again

i wanna hang out with some dead friends

everyone wants to talk about it

but when does the fucking pain end

everyone here is dead

and my eyes are still red

from the night from the night

from three nights before

from three nights before

can we hide here forever

i remember this face of sin

i remember again

in a dream everything was shown to me

i rose i cried we bred we died

the truth was written in her eyes

i feel your heavy gaze

in the back of my mind

it weighs on me every day

i feel your gaze in the back of my mind

and i’m so caught up on

everything that was never done

that was never done

that was never done

that was never done

there’s no need to tell me

i know that i lost the one

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